This is the first time I m writing such a thing since the time I started univercity. I always though that (still I do indeed) we are alive, we have lots of things to achieve and as we have chance and time we should concentrate on them. With these things in mind, I wasnt much concerned with my being away from my home very much. I made believe to myself that this was a normal period of life and I should learn how to do on my own, I should be able to make my dreams come true ; it would be nonsense to cry or be sad because of being away from home and everything was as I thought they would be; I had no difficulty in fitting into my new life, having new friends or etc. Even if I had some problems, I could endure and solve on my own.. But to tell the truth, as days passed, the feelings I restrainted started to gather and I felt great desire to go home back, I misses my life at home soo much and looked for the day to come back home to come as soon as possible!!
Now I m at home and I really enjoy and like while I m here..I love my family soo much and right now I dont want to go back to Metu :sL I m happy here :D But when I think about the days I studied for university and the challenging OSS and YDS times; I say to myself; ‘’No you should do what to do and enjoy your time at home; then you should go back to Metu. Yeah home sweet home; life is great here; but I love Metu so much too; no need to think over them again and again’
I dont know yet when I ll go home again ; all I know is that both Metu and my home are my ‘sweet homes’ and I should learn to have two homes a the same time..No matter what; life is bautiful and Thank God for all the things we have :)
Now I m at home and I really enjoy and like while I m here..I love my family soo much and right now I dont want to go back to Metu :sL I m happy here :D But when I think about the days I studied for university and the challenging OSS and YDS times; I say to myself; ‘’No you should do what to do and enjoy your time at home; then you should go back to Metu. Yeah home sweet home; life is great here; but I love Metu so much too; no need to think over them again and again’
I dont know yet when I ll go home again ; all I know is that both Metu and my home are my ‘sweet homes’ and I should learn to have two homes a the same time..No matter what; life is bautiful and Thank God for all the things we have :)
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Thank God, yes, for all things we have and for all things we don't have. because if we don't have sth, this isn't a disadvantage. Maybe if we have that thing we wouldn't learn the feeling of ''not having''
Home is a very different place. It is not only a home. We can find all things that we are looking for or that we need.It is very difficult to get used to metu but i am sure of your strength and also crying raises your endurance,don't worry okey?:))))
i agree with you my friend.home is a very comfort place.i can feel myself much more free there.i love metu ,too.but this time i didnt want to come to here.i wanted to stay at home:)but to learn how to live on my own i should have an experience like this.so i am not complainant:)
My family where the place I feeling happy and safety !
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